Saturday, October 1, 2011

I Hate Birthdays

Dear Rebekah,
Life has been so crazy lately, I feel like I lack the time to breath. However; business makes for a happier me because it takes away from my time to think. Thinking equals bad. How have you been lately? I miss talking to you so much, during the summer we never stopped! And I miss it deeply.
Its really starting to get chilly here and I'm totally in love with it! Tonight I went to Kyle's for his birthday party and it was nice and cold... So was I, but I'll endure the cold for the sake of fall. Fall is by far my most favorite season. It reminds me of happy things, good music, warm sweaters, lots and lots of baked goods, and many more wonderful things.
How is school going for you? Its going well for me, though it has proved challenging. I have to put forth much effort to do well, and to be honest that is something I am not used to. But I explained this to my sister and she said that its okay because I will have to do that in college anyway. Sometimes college can't come fast enough... especially weekends like this. Its Nate's birthday tomorrow. I want to go to his house, give him a gift, tell him I love him and that I don't want to be without him, but I can't. Sometimes I think the reality of the fact that I just "can't" do that is what will kill me. I guess that's why they call it reality. Despite all of that, I still am happy to say I feel the exact same way about him the day I started talking to him and I'm still convinced something good can happen. But if it doesn't, that was the Lords plan and I'm good with that, also. Okay enough of that.
So I went to Dollywood with my friend Hannah the other day, and it was a blast! Total, we rode the 3 roller coasters they have, probably 6 to 7 times. As a result, my back and neck are on fire but it was too much fun! Sometime we need to go to an amuesement park, just for kicks.
Thanks for the video clip, I LOVE that movie. There is a new movie coming out called "Like Crazy" its about a couple who can't be together, but I think they end up together. I probably just want to see it because he looks strangely like Nate and I look strangely like her... Maybe I shouldn't go see it... Nah.
What's on the agenda for this week? I don't think I am doing anything in particular this week, not that I know of but I am sure something will happen! This week I want to concentrate on doing better in school, pushing myself to work harder and be more dilligent. We'll see how this goes! Let's skype soon, I still need to show you those good will finds!

Love love love you.

Rach


This is my favorite saying, it means "Seize the Day"

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